The most I have for myself is a 28 year old junkie that actually only cares about himself, a piece of shit ex boyfriend that I just found out cheated/lied to me and apartment that smells piss downstairs and reminds me of my childhood. I just want someone to tell me it’s okay if sometimes I do wanna kill myself - but that isn’t the way obviously, or I would have successfully killed myself the first time in middle school.
I unintentionally burned bridges even tho I knowingly said hurtful things, dug myself into what I wish was a literal hole. Been unemployed, suspended from school. My view on drugs got twisted even tho I did everything myself and knew what I was doing, thank anything I learned from my friends opiate/benzo stories.
All’s I have left is the future, I could whine forever but it’ll only make me feel more alone. There won’t b enough silence until I die, but after the future and saving the world, I have something to really look forward to, the Ain, the void, the vacuum of space - Nothing.

sickpage:

ANGER RELEASE MACHINE (2008) by yarisal & kublitz

Insert a coin. Your selected piece of china will fall to the bottom of the vending machine. It will shatter. You will feel better.

How to Make Willow Bark Medicine

7manifold:

This great article gives a perspective from a person just like you and I that’s curious and is experimenting with herbal medicines. Tho I have not looked to practicing yet, but I want a lot of information before I start dabbling, hopefully this will help you or someone else out too :-)

aqqindex:

Shiro Kuramata, Issey Miyake Store Interior, 1985

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1-0-8-0-p:

i hope u guys didn’t forget about vajazzle

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bathgod:

exploring with paygal

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horrasin:

malformalady:

McDonald’s has been forced to open its first ever restaurant with a turquoise coloured sign after city planners said the signature yellow sign would be too garish. Officials in Sedona, Arizona told the fast-food giant they were unable to open a restaurant with the trademark yellow logo.This is due to the city’s strict regulations which prevent buildings from ruining the picturesque view of the desert.

Photo credit: Michael Wright/WENN.com

arizona joins the aesthetic movement

meggygrace:

exgynocraticgrrl:

[pre-gifs] “…So, she [Paris Hilton] was a very wealthy woman, [initially] not that well known and then she gets to mega-stardom. How? The sex tape. Which was made by her boyfriend at the time, who was married, and thirteen years her senior. She sued to try and stop it [the tape’s circulation] and she couldn’t and it became the best selling sex tape for two years on the porn market.”

Dr. Gail Dines addressing porn culture and rape culture’s intersecting roles in patriarchy

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Yes.

wow

libutron:

Coyamito Agate Pseudomorph©Uwe Reier

Rancho Coyamito Norte, Mexico (2013).

Pseudomorphs in agate are quite rare but do occur in nodular agates from various locations, usually as a calcite or aragonite replacement.